Friday, March 26, 2004 |
A Journal from Austin, Texas. |
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it's a wonderful world Usually I get that feeling when the sky is blue with fluffy white clouds, the sun not quite overcoming a cool, spring day and birds singing. Dark streaky clouds meandered around today and occasionally rain spit on the tennis court only to give up before we thought of stopping, but I kept thinking "it's a wonderful world."
Louis Armstrong sang these words (as have many after him including Tony Bennett and k.d. lang). Words & Music by George David Weiss & Bob Thiele.
I want this song at my funeral. It's full of hope. It has that great line about the generations after learning more than you will ever know. I try to lead my life this way...appreciating the little wonders, knowing that you are just a small ripple in time. Today I was on the tennis court. Some of the trees had that fresh spring growth...small bright green leaves, fresh and new. There were yellow blossoms on the Evening Jasmine. I was on these nice tennis courts playing with nice people. One friend called a greeting from another court. The world seemed so full of wonderful possibilities. I can't concentrate on one thing long. Not long enough to be expert and accomplished. I hear two of the people discussing Federer [ed. note: a Swiss tennis player who won Wimby and some other bigs in the tennis world] and I think about the time when I had a white hot passion for tennis and knew a lot about the pro players, the rules and all that. I am interested in so many things. A lot of times, this just serves to make me anxious because I can't figure out what to do and then what to do next. Today, it gave me the sense of how lucky I am. Lucky to have so many interests, resources and freedom. The mood carried the day. It let me do simple chores (washing the sheets and folding them after changing the bed, sorting through some more clothes and putting them in order in the closet, washing dishes) with enthusiasm, it made me see all the books and magazines and DVDs not as a crush of unfulfilled possibilities but as an avalanche of wonder. It made me respond to my dad's odd request by simply doing it with bemused resignation. It let me enjoy the opera, not worrying that I occasionally dozed and letting one society doyenne's insults ("stand up straight!" "You need to take pilates with us...it will improve your back.") roll off me like water. One day what you are overwhelmed
by (your parent growing old, you growing old, so many choices and yet
so many doors closing constantly) seems exciting and natural. If Louis
Armstrong could see the good in it all, so should we. Thanks, Pops.
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You can embrace
the riches.
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lunch snacks Crown Royal and water dinner Today I
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I got up around 7:30. Instead of just making up the bed, I stripped it and put on clean sheets and pillowcases and started the wash. I put the DVD of The Longest Day on the player in the bedroom and watched some more of it. I got into tennis wear and did a little writing and optimized a bunch of pictures for FFP to use for his ballet newsletter. I went to the club for a playday. Play days aren't serious deals...they are just organized so you have some partners for play. Six of us were organized into partnerships. Each team played the other and took turns sitting out, using another court for hitting or singles. My partner doesn't play singles so we hit and then I practiced my serve, sometimes just walking around to get the balls again, sometimes with her returning them to me. It was fun. The women were all older than I, I think, save one who was perhaps my age. She was much better than the rest of us. A couple of them said they had a Friday game on the soft (clay-like) courts and needed subs sometimes and took my number. I haven't played on those courts since I joined the club so I liked that idea. I'm trying to participate in as many aspects of the club life as possible. I want to get on a committee and someday the board. The club is important to FFP in our 'golden years' since it is so close to us and we need the exercise we get there. After tennis, I considered going to the gym but I didn't. Instead I went home and ate lunch and cleaned up. FFP came in with groceries while I was eating and I helped put them away and clean up from his lunch, too. Then I do some writing, some continued straightening out of clothes and such that's been boxed up. I launch a few more things into the world by putting them into a bag for the thrift store. Soon, it's time to get a shower and get ready for my dad to come over. He and some widow from his church want to go to a party being given at the downtown Hilton. He wanted me to drive them there and pick them up but since we are going to the opera this is impossible. So he has decided that I should drive them there in his van and then 'when he knows where it is' he will drive home. Rather than argue that I can simply give him directions, I agree. FFP will follow and pick me up. To make it easier on him, I agree to walk back to the Four Seasons for the pickup. This sounds more complicated than it was. The traffic was awful but we started early and they were at the Hilton before the event (7PM) and we were at the PAC by 7PM, in time to get a parking spot in the donor's lot and go in, have a drink and read and greet people. The opera (The Flying Dutchman) was long with two intermissions for complex set changes. Some of the music was great. I only dozed a little. The guy next to me listened to a basketball game on a portable radio with an ear bud. We were home by 11:30 but had to bounce around and snack, read, check e-mail and then we watched part of The Longest Day. I think I've now seen most of it again. Sleep!
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Newspapers. How else would I find out that a paper no less venerated than The Wall Street Journal uses blog as a verb, that homes are being built now with many separate areas like his and hers offices (homes for dysfunctional families they call them).
Writers on Writing. I got caught without anything to read before the opera started and selected this book of essays on writing by different writers who participated in the Iowa Writer's workshop. I might say here that I'm still listening to French tapes and CDs in the car. Right now I'm alternating between lessons and these French audio 'magazines.' I used to subscribe to this thing called Champs Elysées where you got a tape, a transcript and some vocabulary words from it. These would be a great way to learn if you listened and studied them carefully. I, of course, just let them wash over me in the car and look at the vocabulary at stop lights occasionally. Of course, these tapes are old so the 'news' therein is a decade old.
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Thinking about Things.
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I should have worked out in the gym, too. But...I didn't.
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