The Visible Woman...September 19, 2003

I officially don't like stores that close all the express lines and force you into 'self scanning.' Which works poorly if you have big, heavy things like milk, OJ and windshield washer fluid. I'm a little upset that my sister is babysitting with a little kid. Of course, she does it pretty well even with her infirmities. I feel kind of trapped here and yet I enjoy seeing the family and getting away and just thinking and reading. My little rage rises up and goes away. I have trouble getting much of a rage going these days.

Friday, September 19, 2003

A Journal from Austin, Texas. A Project of LBFFP Stealth Publishing.
food	reading	writing	time	exercise	health and mood

it's good to have someone to look up to	a little bit of rage Everything seems to set me off today. But even so I'm calm. I officially don't like stores that close all the express lines and force you into 'self scanning.' Which works poorly if you have big, heavy things like milk, OJ and windshield washer fluid. I'm a little upset that my sister is babysitting with a little kid. Of course, she does it pretty well even with her infirmities. I feel kind of trapped here and yet I enjoy seeing the family and getting away and just thinking and reading. My little rage rises up and goes away. I have trouble getting much of a rage going these days.
JUST TYPING As you age. It gets harder to rage. Or, I think, it should.
		Food Diary. *breakfast* two bowls of Cheerio with 2 percent milk *lunch* half a plate of nachos, about seventy-five goldfish *dinner* approx. six ounces of steak and some potato casserole made from tater tots, chicken mushroom soup and cheese (I'm not kidding). Two beers. A vanilla Pepsi. (Which I officially don't care for...but I drank it all.) It's awful, I know.
		Time flies.... Didn't do much really. Again.
		Time flies.... Didn't do much really. Again.
		Reading. Two Sides of the Beach by Edmund Blandford.
		Nothing.
		Exercise Walked at least three miles. Did some stretches and sit-ups.
		Mood isn't so hot. Physically I'm fine.