The Visible Woman...May 29, 2003

I think the cops at Braker and the 183 Access road symbolized it all...one was waving me to go while the other whistled at me and held up his hands. I'd found this traffic station trying to figure out why the cops where there and why there was so much traffic on Jollyville. But I'd answered my own question, seeting a tie-up on 183 and then, above these two cops, another cop leaning over from the apparently closed freeway above where a wrecker could be seen. I stopped, by the way, and they waved a lot of cars through the access road (rerouted from the freeway) and then finally agreed I should go.

I felt internally conflicted today, too. Like I had two internal cops prescribing different things. Should I go to a store and get some bottled water to take on my trip? Or should I just buy some along the way? Should I pick up some power bars? Additional blue ice? Should I go back to the club for another workout? Do I have things in as good a shape as possible for FFP for me to leave for a bit?

Thursday, May 29, 2003

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reflection of another time [too lazy to do current pictures] "Don't do everything today. Save some mistakes for tomorrow." unattributed in 20,000 Quips and Quotes edited by Evan Esar	conflicting directions Today I seemed to be getting conflicting signals from all around. I think the cops at Braker and the 183 Access road symbolized it all...one was waving me to go while the other whistled at me and held up his hands. I'd found this traffic station trying to figure out why the cops where there and why there was so much traffic on Jollyville. But I'd answered my own question, seeting a tie-up on 183 and then, above these two cops, another cop leaning over from the apparently closed freeway above where a wrecker could be seen. I stopped, by the way, and they waved a lot of cars through the access road (rerouted from the freeway) and then finally agreed I should go. I felt internally conflicted today, too. Like I had two internal cops prescribing different things. Should I go to a store and get some bottled water to take on my trip? Or should I just buy some along the way? Should I pick up some power bars? Additional blue ice? Should I go back to the club for another workout? Do I have things in as good a shape as possible for FFP for me to leave for a bit?
JUST TYPING Arrows pointing. This way. That. In my head.
		Food Diary. coffee, coffee a huge Reuben Sandwich (at Manny Hattans) around 11:30 water, water, water some cheese and crackers, two glasses of wine, a cookie
		Time flies.... Yes, it does. And we have lost the will to continue recording the waste.

		Reading. Still reading Journey Through Genius. You know...I never realized what a self-made scholar Isaac Newton was.
		What's my excuse today? Played games, goofed off. Went to a rather trivial little party, watched basketball. Well, um, maybe the journal has to go???
		Exercise 17 minutes on recumbent bike Lower body and arm exercises. 20 minutes on recumbent bike
	.	Felt pretty good all day. Strong. 104/73 78