The Visible Woman...June 12, 2003

I feel depressed today. There are reasons but somehow I know that they won't be sufficient tomorrow to make me depressed. Or at least not this depressed.

So, yeah. There are reasons to feel depressed. I'm worried about my older relatives and I'm mildly upset to see my club overrun with kids out of school and our building is vacant and not producing any income and bonds are getting called because interest rates continue to plunge. My sister has a broken leg which is the last thing she needs.

On the other hand, did you know that there are only seven million millionaires worldwide? That doesn't sound like many really, out of a few billion people. And a single million of net worth is chump change. I'm better off, really, than virtually the entire rest of the world. Some people are richer but they don't have my capacity for enjoyment. I really believe that. And while I'm worried about the health and well-being of this relative and that...my own health sees remarkable and has improved since I retired and have been able to exercise with great regularity.

Thursday, June 12, 2003

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sometimes if you just tag along with brother you can get there... "Old age is like everything else: to make a success of it, you've got to start young." unattributed in 20,000 Quips and Quotes edited by Evan Esar	down I feel depressed today. There are reasons but somehow I know that they won't be sufficient tomorrow to make me depressed. Or at least not this depressed. So, yeah. There are reasons to feel depressed. I'm worried about my older relatives and I'm mildly upset to see my club overrun with kids out of school and our building is vacant and not producing any income and bonds are getting called because interest rates continue to plunge. My sister has a broken leg which is the last thing she needs. On the other hand, did you know that there are only seven million millionaires worldwide? That doesn't sound like many really, out of a few billion people. And a single million of net worth is chump change. I'm better off, really, than virtually the entire rest of the world. Some people are richer but they don't have my capacity for enjoyment. I really believe that. And while I'm worried about the health and well-being of this relative and that...my own health sees remarkable and has improved since I retired and have been able to exercise with great regularity.
JUST TYPING Depressed. Because of mortality. Or futility. Or just reality. Sad. Because of morbidity. Heredity. And lack of profundity.
		Food Diary. small piece of coffee cake and nachos and coffee and ???
		Time flies.... I'm not sure where the time went today. Couldn't get rolling.

		Reading. Reading Peter the Great.
		What's my excuse today? Maybe I'll catch up the journal and then....
		Exercise Did around fifty minutes on the stationery bike, I think. Pecs are sore from yesterday's chest routine. Pecs get weak so fast.
	.	Depression happens.